i love nick so much.

no one really understands. i don’t want to sound like i have some false sense of entitlement because I’m “in love” or like i have something beyond the comprehension of a plebeian.

on every level possible, i love nick, as a friend, as a boyfriend, everything. he’s the best guy ever, he is such a sweetheart and i’m going to miss him so much. there is NO ONE i can complain to without them getting annoyed. i feel alone. i hate crying alone. i love reaching out and asking for people’s help. this is abominable.